January 11th, 2004

poor lonely hollom

obligatory cryptic post

If it ever seems to you that I'm pushing too hard for something I want done, that I'm asking for it to be done right the hell now... please tell me that I'm being an idiot, and to shut up.

Because chances are, if I haven't said in so many words that it needs to be done right the hell now, then it's probably not that important. I know I lose my sense of perspective sometimes and other people have things in their lives that are more important than... stuff. So when I do that, just tell me to shut up.

I've been in tears tonight because I was stupid and thoughtless and I'm pretty sure I upset somebody I care about very much. So if I do anything like that ever again, will whoever's aware of it please stop me?

'Cause I never want to cause stress to anybody who's already overstressed, or to make it seem that the thing I want them to do should automatically take precedence over everything else in their life.

If it's ever seemed to you that I've been doing that, then I'm sorry. I'll try not to do it again. And if I do, tell me.
  • Current Mood
    ashamed